Success vs. happiness

Would you rather be successful
Or happy?
Why can't I be successful
And happy?

That equilibrium doesn't exist!
You must choose or god chooses for you
You can be either successful
Or happy...

Never both as they are matter
And anti-matter
Christ and the anti-christ
Love from heaven...

And success from hell
A tug of war between the two rehlms
I don't know what to choose...
Happiness from heaven or success from hell...

once a home

This house was once a home
Filled with joy and laughter
Of freshly cooked rice
and well cooked pasta

Its a prison now
to serve out my sentence
Where I whither away
In sorrow and penance

Oh fate unkind
why have you forsaken me
Turning a home of love
Into a cell of misery

love burns longer but heals faster

Love burnt a hole in my heart
It pained every time I thought of you
But love healed that burn faster
I can't tell which pains worse now

My heart couldn't take it anymore
Then I decided to turn it to stone
It still pains so much but...
In a deeper more primitive form

Forget my stone heart coz its no good
Doesn't feel warmth no more
What hurts the most is seeing your heart
Turn to stone along...

Love is so cruel that it burns your heart
Then makes sure you are qured
If love could kill...
Our hearts would rest...